I’m a terrible blogger, I know. I just can’t seem to stop trying. So here goes:

It’s been…… almost three months since I last posted. I wanted to post, honest, but everything….just….it was bad. I got involved in a beta test for this game and after a couple weeks there I was offered a job as a creative consultant (this is me making a squeee! face) but then the job offer sort of petered out. I honestly don’t know what’s going on with it or whether I’ll end up taking it or not. It’s complicated.

Then at the same time I had this huge family thing. I can’t go into the details because it’s personal and it’s not my story to tell. Suffice to say it was incredibly stressful and scary and I’m still dealing with it so I’m not really myself yet.

And I’ve been sick pretty much 24/7 since we moved here. So I’m tired and I’m in pain and I’m depressed.

I’ve been hiding lately. Just kind of decompressing and trying to work out some things and figure out what I want. I do things for other people or because I feel like other people expect me to do them or will respect or love me more if I do them but in reality these things make me really unhappy and I think I have to figure out what makes me happy and what I want to do.

Anyway, I’m still kind of burned right now. I need to hide for a little longer and then Ill be back, maybe with some exciting news. So be patient and don’t forget about me. Good luck and blessings, Prana